I thought I could avoid you forever; boy, was I wrong. Although I’ve always entertained thoughts of dumping you for good, I kept coming back to you. We will always have our moments. I guess that I am just a hopeless crusader on a lost cause.
I know that you’ll probably think that I’m just a silly weakling at your beck and call, but you know that I just can’t help it. You’ve seen me through my rough spots and you were with me during my high times – and so high they were. How can I even think of ditching you? Ditch you for what?
I thought earlier maybe I could resist you. I woke up with sheer determination; the word “Resist” was all in my head. I was certainly willing but…
…your pull was great.
I almost did it!!! Almost!
Almost does not cut it. Almost cannot make it.
YOU win again.
I light up. There is always tomorrow.